As many of you know, this past year has been very hard for Chris & I emotionally. Back around Easter, we found out after much excitement that our baby passed away in my womb at 13 weeks. Shocked & distraut, I was by myself at my 1st OB appt because my husband could not get off from work...not expecting any bad news...saw my little angel on the monitor follow by the worst feeling I've ever felt. The hardest part was getting up & walking out of the office and calling my husband to tell him the news. After 4 weeks of my body clinging to my little angel...they finally had to take it. After much heartache & trying to have another baby...we experienced a miscarriage...:( After going on an emotional rollercoaster ride, we finally could just be thankful for our precious Hailey. During my time off from work, Hailey helped me bounce back more than she'll ever know...she makes me smile everyday. Even though she did not understand what was going on, she knew there was something making mommy upset & suggested getting the camera out & taking pics! She knows me so well....and made everything better...at least for a little while!
I love her!!!! Looking forward to meeting our 2 angels in Heaven one day...and excited that they will know that we are Mommy & Daddy! I'll even get the chance to name them...hmmm, better be thinkin'! |
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